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Winter in Narnia
19 January 2009 @ 03:18 pm
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30 October 2008 @ 10:11 pm

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29 September 2008 @ 07:59 pm
You are a

Social Liberal
(70% permissive)

and an...

Economic Liberal
(33% permissive)

You are best described as a:


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Winter in Narnia
07 September 2008 @ 08:26 pm
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25 August 2008 @ 07:22 pm
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24 August 2008 @ 07:42 pm
A little too wrapped up in them and a little too unwrapped in me.
A little too down as of late.
A little too lost with no intention of being found.
A little too lonely and liking it.
A little too dwelling on the negative and ignoring the positive
A little too standoffish. Even for me.
A little too short tempered.
A little too tired to be normal.
A little too much hair is missing.
A little too long spent ignoring and ignoring in return.
A little too long spent unable to write or communicate.
A little too long wishing my mother was back.
A little too long my sanity has been keep by a little orange cat.
A little too long the worlds weight has been on my back.
A little too much time is spent praying to no one for nothing.
A little too sick to be ignored any more.
A little too long I've been waiting on him.
A little too long he has been on egg shells.
A little too often I forget who I am, where I am, what I am doing, how I am doing, and why I am doing it.
A little too rare are the good days when I am me and ok with that.
A little too seldom are the times I am comfortable in my own skin.
A little too often I find all this acceptable.
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16 July 2008 @ 12:16 pm
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19 June 2008 @ 05:59 pm
I'm typing this at work. Rebel Rebel... I hate this job. A lot. I've been trying to find a new one, but we all know how that is going right now. I was half tempted to get just a part time job and cut back on spending. I paid off my car and all my credit cards this year, so my bills are pretty low. I make a lot less money then David. He lets me live with him for free. I chip in here and there. He is really understanding about that. He said he would rather me save. I'm really lucky in some senses. Part time job? That won't work. I need benefits. Badly...

Ok, I wasn't going to bring this up, but I gained 50 pounds this year. Yeah, great. I was working out four times a week and eating nothing but Special K cereal. I even got a personal trainer. I kept getting bigger. We couldn't figure it out. I went to the doctor, who is an idiot. She told me my weight gain could be because I drink orange juice. Wha? After some begging, she did some blood work. Turns out I have a hypoactive thyroid. Does anyone else have this? I started meds and have already lost weight. David and I are curious how I'll act after the meds really kick in. I have been really irritable, bitchy, and short tempered in recent months. I have no sex drive. My depression and anxiety kick my ass. I'm tired all the time... all of these relate back to my thyroid. I might be an entirely different person after this. Not just some cunt I hate being.
Winter in Narnia
03 June 2008 @ 10:51 am