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20 December 2009 @ 11:00 am
Everyday, I wake up and see that I wasted 6 years of my life... the prime of my life... with the biggest asshole the world has created. He is the only person who ever hated me as much as I hate myself.
Screaming Jetjformaldehydem on December 20th, 2009 09:25 pm (UTC)

I know exactly how you feel. But you can't let it control you, you can't spend your life mourning those lost years. I know it's hard and it's something I still do many years later, but you have to let go of that time and make these years the prime of your life.
Irreversibly Contaminatedsdaemon on December 20th, 2009 09:43 pm (UTC)
selfs don't seem to be as perfect as they should be. but, you can't swap em out. all you can do is change what you've got.

<3 hang in there and just do your best. be who you want to be. and if you're ever near Atlanta I'll buy you coffee.
Phyerwerksgothic_doll on December 25th, 2009 03:31 pm (UTC)
do you like girls? lets run away!!
I remember how wonderfully beautiful you are.
actually i dont even care if you like girls
i miss you its been like 10 years since ive seen you!!

text me 609 417 1959

you prob moved to like another planet!!
Bridgetxxbiddychicxx on December 28th, 2009 10:08 pm (UTC)
Hey, I haavent been on lj in awhile and Im so sorry you are going trough a hard time but I know EXACTLY how you feel! It sounds like you need some "you" time! Figure stuff out, you are great and you didnt waste your time, you learned how you do not want to be! I hope this passes quickly for you!